And the tears came streaming down your face
Sometimes you wonder why fights ever existed. Break ups ever brought up. Why family fall apart and why people chose to leave only when they think they had it best already. I will never ever understand love, i don’t see the love in this family anymore. Feeling so upset over the littlest thing. Seeing your sister cry every single day, your parents are not in talking terms, your mum always sleeping in your room before you wake her up to go to her own room, and there is me trying to not give a care about all these but its affecting me in so many ways i can’t even take it in anymore. I feel like running away and just hide. Been going through so much this year, and I am not even sure if i can go through this. Trying to fight away these tears, not sure how long I can suck it up back in again. Tired of all this. Sighs.
Ever wondered why people leave? Ever wondered why humans changed? Ever wondered why are we the most self fish human beings? Ever wondered why is it so hard to stay strong without having the urge of breaking down?
Ever feel like leaving everyone, cause every single day in your life you see at least one person leave everything they love behind without having to feel anything.
Ever feel like nobody is there for you when you need them, but in actual fact your feelings are just overcoming your ability to think positive.
Ever wondered whether your boyfriend misses you whole heartedly?
Ever wondered if your friend actually gives a damn about you?
Ever wondered why you think so much?
Sighs, goodnight :’(
